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about
a song I wrote about a girl I once thought I loved.
lyrics
verse 1:
I've already sat here in this garden writing songs about you
I wasn't lying, per se, but it wasn't all true
thought I was honest when I said "I think I'm really falling for you"
but you ignored it
in the morning
when I woke up I wasn't quite sure
if I ever really meant it or not
chorus:
I'm sorry that I didn't love you
even though I honestly wanted to
I'm sorry that I strayed away from you
only now do I think I know the truth
I didn't love you
verse 2:
you resented me for not providing things I just couldn't give
maybe it should have been easy, but when I said I'm sorry, you never seemed to forgive
sometimes I wonder why through everything you put me through, you never apologized for shit
you told me that I didn't care
but I always cared
you just never accepted it, so
chorus
bridge:
what would I say if I thought I could tell you?
would I be honest if I had the chance to?
would you hate me? maybe you already do
we said that we're fine, but I don't think that's ever been true
so I'm sorry
I didn't love you
I can promise you
I truly wanted to
chorus:
I'm sorry that I didn't love you
even though I honestly wanted to
I'm sorry that I strayed away from you
only now, only now do I know the truth
I didn't love you
credits
released February 26, 2021
Music and lyrics by Ava Gessner
Recording and mixing by Shane Hochstetler
Mastering by Carl Saff
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